Sometimes you have those days, nights, or moments where you just question. You question life. You question your actions. You question yourself. And as of right now, I lay in my bed wondering about why am I here? Why did I decide to become a pharmacist? How did I get here? Where is my journey taking me? Then I remember that I am doing this to help my love ones. To provide for them. To make sure that their happiness is being fulfilled before my own. I want to put others before me because that is how I set my purpose of life. I am placed on this planet to make sure that others are satisfied before I am. I do not want anyone left behind. My life goal is to make sure others are living life to the fullest. It has been that since I can remember. So yes, I may be negative towards myself. I may say a lot of horrible things about my personality/body/etc. But I know deep down that I am just being truthful to myself. I know that I am fat. I know that sometimes I am a shitty friend. And I also know that I need to apply myself more to schoolwork in order to pass. But what I do not know is why I do not tell others my problems. My issues. My helplessness. I need help. I need to express my pain. I just need to vent. But I do not like to bother people. They have enough problems of their own. So why should I be a burden to them? I don’t like being that person. You know..I don’t even know why I am typing this. I just felt the need to express my thoughts right now. Oh gosh, I really need to study. I have microbiology exam this Monday and I NEED to make an 88 in order to have a B in the class. I can do this! I just have to study my butt off tomorrow. Okay..time for bed. Good night, notes. You helped me get my thoughts out. Until next time, take care!
After all the crap we’ve been through, after all the good you’ve done, if you don’t think we would die for you, I don’t know what to tell you.
I think as you grow older your christmas list gets smaller and the things you really want for the holidays can’t be bought
futurama is one of those shows that lures you in by being funny and then rips your fucking heart out
If you didn’t know the hand was her father, the squid thing her mother, her parents left her at an orphanage when she was a baby but in reality were looking out for her all her life
what makes it even sadder is the reason they left her in an orphanage. they didn’t want her to know she was a mutant. they wanted her to live a normal human life so they gave her up while they live in the sewers as mutants.